“It is our choices that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.”
-Joanne Kathleen Rowling
swimming is officially stressful
i honestly dont think i’ll make the swim team this year becuase my 50 fly today sucked in like the history of sucking and all the sophomores AND freshmen are faster than me in everything else so why should i make the team? i honestly dont even think i deserve to make it anymore either. :( i shouldve worked harder during winter ohlone swim.
but im just glad time trials are over. and now i get to go to a speech tournament tomorrow and if i break to finals i qualify to go to state quals which means i’ll fly down to san diego with my speech team (did i spell diego right? it looks funky) in april and compete with the rest of the state! :O
but then after this weekend, i get to find out of i made the swim team or not. monday after school. at the pool deck.
kill me now. >.<
i hate getting sick
how come stuff always happens to me at school :[
i like, attract unfortunate events x_x
today, i threw up after 4th period. then my dad came to pick me up and took me to the hospital cuz my stomach hurt like crazy.
at the hospital, i had my blood drawm and an IV stuck to me. i hate needles. :[ that didn’t help.
i seem to be making quite a few trips to the hospital this school year. ive exceeded my own record. a few months ago i fainted during 2nd period and went to the hospital too. sigh.
again, why do i like to attract unfortunate events?
